Fantasy Vs. Reality

My life on Sunday, June 3rd…

WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY?

Every time after I have one decent day in my life, the next day has to be absolutely shitty… 

All of this homework, I can’t even… I want to just leave this planet, no one would care anyways so that makes this task a little bit easier.

I haven’t cried since I was 9, and I really want to for once, but I just can’t… it makes it easier when I think about the facts: All my friends are against me… Just kidding, I don’t have any friends… I actually never did, and I guess I never will. It’s the same damn story all the time…

I hate being as much of a mistake as I am… it disgusts me… I’m just nothing. Actually, that’s false, I just take up and waste space… which is not hard since I’m not even skinny.

I just hate my life and myself too much, I can’t even put it into words… I don’t know why I would even try to put it into words though, no one will read them; no one cares about me.

Exclusion.

It hurts, it really does.